Friday, May 23, 2014

Where does it say that?

"God the Holy Spirit is pleased when we seek His wisdom on any subject, no matter how large or small. The Holy Spirit may answer us through the wise counsel of mature believers, circumstances, or our own godly desires, or even by speaking to us quietly in our minds." - p. 126 What Christianity Is All About, Alan Kent Scholes

What... Says who? The footnote referenced 1 Kings 19:12-13, the account of Elijah encountering God. Not the first time I've heard this used in this context. But why? Why not also throw into this list burning bushes, fingers writing on walls, and a few other ways God spoke to the Old Testament? Not that it is above God's possibility. Truly, we have at least one example of it happening. But what about the millions of Israelites who went about their day to day lives, (hopefully) following God's commandments? We don't have accounts of God directly speaking with the majority of them through still small voices, bushes, fleeces, or booming voices. It's as if God had a very simple plan for them: do His commandments. Want to know what's He's saying? Read His word. Want to know where He has your life going? Read His word.

Yet among the mature we do impart wisdom, although it is not a wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are doomed to pass away.  But we impart a secret and hidden wisdom of God, which God decreed before the ages for our glory.  None of the rulers of this age understood this, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.  But, as it is written,  “What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him”—    these things God has revealed to us through the Spirit. For the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God.  For who knows a person’s thoughts except the spirit of that person, which is in him? So also no one comprehends the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.  Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might understand the things freely given us by God.  And we impart this in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual truths to those who are spiritual.    The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.  The spiritual person judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one.  “For who has understood the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we have the mind of Christ. - 1 Corinthians 2:6-16
 Did you catch the quoted scripture in there? “What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him” That's Isaiah 64:4, where it is prophesied that man will not see nor understand Jesus as Christ. Why? The verse behind it explains: "When you did awesome things that we did not look for, you came down, the mountains quaked at your presence." Isaiah 64:3 We don't look for it. Paul is saying that we don't understand God's ways and that we don't look for Him. If we had/do, we wouldn't have crucified Christ. How then do we see Christ?
Through His word. Especially in our current culture, this makes sense for me. We have people fighting over what proper relationships are, what politics should be, and just constant bickering about how we should treat others. Our culture says that I should be cut-throat, beat everyone to the top, ultimate business success. At least, that's what a "worthwhile" male American should do. But God says to live life as a servant. To serve others as I would serve myself. Do you see how this conflicts with culture? Or as Paul would say it, "wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age" or "the spirit of the world."
I don't get it. When we struggle as much as we do to understand and follow what God has put into text that we can read anytime we wish, why do we hold out for God speaking in some other way, some voice that would answer our direct issues?
“If you love me, you will keep my commandments." - John 14:15
"My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me." - John 10:27
If the scriptures are His word, than is that not also His voice? Is John 10:27 not speaking of our comprehension and understanding of what He has already spoken to us? Or is there other scriptures that tells us that His voice is something other than His word?
I struggle and fail daily to die to my flesh, which though it no longer owns me, I have to battle with until my soul and it separate. How do I know it (sinful flesh) is still attached? His word, His commandments. How do I know it no longer owns me? His word. How do I die to it? Following His word. This is my daily struggle. Not in hearing "His voice", but in following what He has spoken loudly and clearly through the ages. In His word I will dwell.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Be Afraid of Not Fearing God

Wow. This is powerful. Fear God, not man. Live a life of character, following His commands. Not that your works will somehow earn you a better life, or that you can hold it against others, but that you have been called to live that way.
https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/be-afraid-not-fearing-call/id418738923?i=313183911&mt=2

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Volunteering

Do you treat volunteers like staff or robots? Are all the critical decisions saved for staff meetings only attended by those on payroll or is the vision being shaped and formed also by those who step up to the task with you, without pay?
I've seen several different types of volunteers over my time working with different organizations. Even within my day job where I earn a salaried paycheck, I've seen people volunteer extra hours. But there's one type that has always stood out to me. They're the ones that work the hardest, at least so it seems to me. And the question I've asked myself is "why?" Ultimately, I think it comes down to personal ownership.
There's many reasons to volunteer to do something. Maybe you're just bored. I know at times I'm thankful for something to do when the alternative is sitting around all day zoned out in front of a TV. Maybe you have friends there, and it's an activity to do something with your community. What about those who are seeking to improve their environment or clean up their city? All of those are good reasons, but the ones that truly amaze me are the ones that serve and get nothing from it.
I heard someone say that you should serve in the children's ministry if you have children attending the children's ministry. You take a month and spell some other parent, the next month they swap with you. Great system, and I fully support it. But what about the young single adults? I've openly admitted that I serve now while I can in hopes that someday when I have a family and cannot serve to the extent I am now, some younger, single adult will be willing to step in as I had. That's still a rather selfish motive, though. What about serving the homeless? The down and out? The third world country? These are some of the most "fruitless" (to yourself) endeavors you can pursue. It is in these examples that I think we find our best motive to serve: love. Love for those whom the world has classified as people unworthy of love, or one of our best ways of expressing it: time. When we serve these groups, we are investing in them with no hope or interest in a return. We are giving our resource of time.
I know many young adults, mostly single ones because that's my own life stage, and they talk of their financial difficulties. I know God has blessed me with my job and the salary it comes with, yet even I find myself struggling to keep it in the black. But there is one thing I have a lot of right now, while I lack commitments and responsibilities to other people: time. God calls us to use our resources to His benefit. When pastors get up to talk about giving toward the Church, I've often heard the phrase "you're not giving what is yours back to God, you're giving what is God's that He has entrusted in you, back to Him." Great message right there, and profoundly true. So why do we stop at that resource? What about time? What about our love? "No, this is my time. I worked hard to earn it! I can do whatever I want with it!" Yeah? Considering you didn't make it, that's a bold claim. We are responsible for using our resources He has given us. Think about the parable of the talents, then, and ask yourself if you're storing up your time, emotion, and money such that when the Master comes back, you will go, "Well at least I didn't lose any of it!" when servants around you go, "I invested and all I got was two fold." Do not be stingy with your resources. They're here today and gone tomorrow. Not just your money. Not just your possessions. Your time, your relations, your emotions, your friends, and you. A vapor. Spend your vapor well.
Ok, long tangent on why we might volunteer, but back to how people who volunteer fit in within an organization that has paid staff. I have noticed that when you hire on an employee (well, at least a decent one), there is an expectation: You work these tasks and I will give you a paycheck. Don't do these tasks and I will not pay you, and may fire you removing any hope of future pay. The expectation is then that the employee will do whatever the employer (reasonably) requests. If the requests are too great, they may quit. If they pay is not adequate for the risks and work being undertaken, they may ask for increased pay or quit. Employment is inherently self-seeking. The employee's primary interest is in themselves. I mentioned earlier that I have seen salaried employees volunteer extra time, for which they are not paid. Why would you do that when employment is generally selfish? Here are a few of my observations so far:
They seek to improve their standing with their employer. They may not get money for their work, but they may earn respect and rank for going above and beyond.
They're bored. They don't want to go home to their families.
They believe in the product and mission of the company and want to do what is within their power to advance it.
Last one sticks out a little, right? It does to me (granted, I wrote it...). In a culture of self, someone putting in more resources without expectation of reward (again, granted if the company does well, they'll likely see some reward, but it is not a guarantee) is not normal. When we see people like this at a company, we either dislike them because they're "showing us up" or find ourselves inspired. This group is the closest connection I think you'll find to the volunteer group who does something without expecting reward. When people believe in the vision of the solution the organization is providing to those in need to the point that they willing to invest beyond what is expected of them, there is a greater power flowing through it.
So then to the question that started this whole thing off in my mind: why, then, do we treat volunteers like robots? I have seen people day in and day out (or week in and week out) invest their resources into organizations. Sometimes just because they're bored. Sometimes because of the friends they've made. And many because they believe in the vision. But vision changes. Directions are altered. At least if it's a healthy, living breathing organization. But these changes don't involve volunteers for the majority of what I've observed. Instead the changes happen in meetings behind closed doors with people on staff who are expected to be there because they are paid to be there. The decisions are made and then the paid staff are released to disseminate the new vision and direction to the volunteers. And like good volunteers who believe in the mission, they take these changes and do what they can with them. Do you see the one-way flow to this? You're constantly asking volunteers to trust you when they're investing just as much of a time resource for little to no reward, and when it comes to executing, they have to fully assimilate that into their belief to be effective. What if they have an idea for how to better execute tasks to realize the solution to the problems of those they're serving? Ahh, but they can send it up the chain of paid staff... So long as they can do so in such a way that the paid staff fully assimilates those ideas into their own mind for the next paid staff only meeting. Otherwise those ideas will likely be forgotten because they were not personally owned by the paid staff, were not fully understood, or just not communicated well. Not to say that volunteer ideas should always be adhered to, but that they at least have the chance to be heard. Volunteers own the mission just as much as paid staff do. Quite often in these organizations, without the volunteers, there would be so little of an organization that it would fail to run at all. Why then do we treat volunteers like this?
I struggle to write this because I want to speak in general terms as I have volunteered a lot. I don't mean this as a direct confrontation on any organization I've served with. To be honest, I've seen it in every single place I've volunteered. But this is written from experience. Especially as a volunteer leader. That's where this gets really rough. Now a paid staff has hopefully disseminated the vision to me in such a way that I can execute that vision and answer questions that arise from those I lead. But I find myself struggling. I have taken to showing up as early as possible so that I can spend as much time trying understand the situation of the tasks we're about to perform, so that when executing, I can do at least a decent job. Why do I care about whether it's a good job vs. a decent job? A great job vs. an ok one? Because I care about the mission. I care about those I'm serving. But when I step into the situation and have been given very little communication to that point of what we're doing, the staff is ultimately relying on my intuition and gut calls. I'm not terrible at those, but they don't leave me feeling like I've given my best. It does not allow me to do the work I wish to do toward the mission, but instead asks me to do what I can.
So here's what I ask of organizations that utilize volunteers (whether fully volunteer or salaried employees volunteering time): treat them like employees. Do you step into a meeting room and make decision with the rest of the paid staff? What if one of the paid staff was not at the meeting? In my company, that's immediate cause for the action of "let's reschedule." We want full buyin from the critical stakeholders, and all voices to be heard that might be able to improve our processes and address the tasks effectively to provide good solutions. Just because they don't earn a paycheck does not mean they are any less critical of a team member, stakeholder, and at the very least, voice of someone who believes in the mission. Volunteers are employees, they're just not paid.
Or are they? Last year I went to a hack-a-thon (yes, I'm geeky like that) for a Christian coding group. They pitched several ideas for problems we could solve with our applications. One that was presented stuck with me, though not a single team attempted it. The presenter started off with statistics about how many volunteers work weekly for churches, ministries, and various other organizations. I don't remember the number, and I haven't found it since, sorry. But trust me, it was a large number. The next number introduced the problem: burnout. The amount of time volunteers will stick with an organization over time until they are no longer interested. I would rephrase this to "until they don't see the vision anymore." And then they presented the "solution." Recognition. Their study used a test group that had the leaders send a simple "thank you" following the task compared to a reference group that was just sent home afterward. The burnout for the thanked group was exponentially less, with people staying with the organization much longer. I didn't like this project because I dislike the idea of automated "thank you" messages. But what it did show me was that volunteers need recognition. If we starve them of that, or worse, treat them like they're robots, we are burning them out ourselves. Now I work with great people, and they seem to always find times to thank me. I appreciate them, and their words are telling me that they appreciate me. Appreciate your volunteers. Do anything and everything you can to show them that they're part of the team and involved in shaping the direction of your organization. Yes, someone has to lead, and with that leadership comes dictation, but make sure that they feel like their voices have been heard. If they lead others, recognize that the same struggles you face in leading them are likely what they're facing. Lead by example. The people he is leading are probably starving for appreciation and involvement too, and it will trickle down the chain.
I have an issue with trying to always give my best. I know, it's something that can choke me just as much as it can be a good thing. It can leave me paralyzed looking for the absolute best choice when it would have been wiser to just done whatever I could and run with it. But ultimately, I'm ok with this trait in myself, as long as it is not something I hold above someone else, or rely on to "earn" myself a better position, recognition, or treatment. I serve where I serve, regardless of how I am treated or rewarded because I have been served in the most ridiculous way by someone who laid down His life for me. I love because He loved me. I serve because He served me. When He gave at such a great cost, being a spotless lamb, why would I offer up my crippled, lame service and not my best, firstfruit effort?
Serving with a whole heart, for His glory. Loving Him by loving those around us. Onward Christian, walk.

Edited to add: Most of what I wrote here is purely my own understanding. I referenced a couple Biblical principles of which you can look up, but the majority of this is my own opinion based off my own experience and my own studying. Take it for what you will.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Focused on the will, not the ram

Now, I'm going to speculate here. I don't know that God didn't just produce a ram where Abraham and Isaac were when Abraham was ready to sacrifice his only son. It could have been, *POOF*, and there's a ram in a thicket.
But we read that Abraham was doing this by faith. He wasn't looking for alternative ways to carry out the message God had given him. As they spent the time needed to prepare the alter for the sacrifice, was Abraham looking around for a ram?
He was faithful. And he didn't stop until God spoke again and changed the task for Abraham to perform.

We still hear God's voice today, as revealed through the Spirit through the scriptures. How often do we take out eyes and ears off His voice to look for alternatives, ways to get around what He's asked us to do? If you walked by a thicket and saw a ram caught there, would you still sacrifice your only son?

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Fear

I'm quickly becoming a fan of Kevin DeYoung. His book Just Do Something wrecked me. I was thrilled when I found out he posted regularly on the Gospel Coalition website.

I've dealt with fear. I've had doctors tell me very dark, disturbing news. I've had times of asking God why and wondering what my future will be. There have been relationships where I would rather do something to appease and control the situation for fear of losing it, than say what needs to be said or even more, to shut up and listen.

Fear is a powerful thing. The Bible speaks to it a lot. In the positive toward fearing God, and in the negative of fearing man, things, time, power, etc.

"That fear must die. For if the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom, the fear of man is the beginning of misery, compromise, and disappointment." - Whom Shall You Fear

Fear is a choice. You have to allow something or someone to be intimidating or powerful enough to make you afraid of them. I remember when I was younger and would go down into our basement. It was dark. It was creepy. In the cold Colorado winters, it was, well... Cold. I loved how active my imagination was when I was younger, but down in that basement was another story. Shadows moved. Noises echoed. But really, nothing was all that different in the dark than in the light. I was just choosing to allow myself to believe otherwise. I knew better.

And that is a choice I don't think we often recognize we make. The choice to allow. This is seriously perverting our culture right now. "I can't help myself, my brain made me do it." "There's these chemicals floating around my body influencing me." "I can't stand up to him, I need this job too badly." "She's asking so much of me, but I can't lose her." You allow the circumstance to dictate your choice for you, enabling the perceived outcome to drive the point of decision.

We fear the outcome, so we choose what will "avoid" it.

Fear is not of God. We are to fear Him, but not His creation.
"And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell." Matthew 10:28
Fear is a choice. We choose who we fear. What we fear. Do you fear death? Do you fear loneliness? Do you fear failed relationships? Do you fear failure? Do you fear your boss? Your parents? Your friends? Do you fear fear (of anything else but God)?

Whom do you fear?